tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-300837622011-04-21T12:04:14.462-07:00love it when i blog.... love it when you tag... hehekReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comBlogger201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1161849633077673202006-10-26T00:28:00.000-07:002006-10-26T01:02:00.480-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">happy happy happy sembreak...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">the whole break was like the most perfect and wonderful vacation for me ever..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i stayed in Las Pinas *cousin's place* for long that i don't feel like missin home.. hehe.. kiddin.,,</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well, petty but that's the first time i experienced watching movies na parang libangan lang.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i mean in my life, it's very seldom, me, watching movies.. like i get to watch one once a month or worst, not at all.. hmmm... what else... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well,, masaya talaga ako kasi sobrang naramdaman ko dito yung freedom but at the same time, nakakapagtrabaho parin ako.. nagliligpit..., naglilinis... hmmm... well, mom got mad kasi akala yata nila super senyorita ako dito.. which is not true kasi hindi naman talaga..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well, i got everything i planned for for this vacation...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i got the chance to bond with my cousins.. i saw my dearest pamangkin cuz i barely get to see her cuz we live nga in quezon city.. i got to experience eating different food compared to what mom often cooks... and promise... the evryday food was so good and sure thing my favorite past time now is eating.. haha the only thing worst was i don't even gain a little weight... *shoot* hmm.... that's my dream and my frustration.. not to get fat but to gain just a lil weight..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hmm.... funny thing was i was supposed to be home last 24th but plans were changed... and now,, i'm still here.. blacksheep of the family.. here i go again.. hmmm.... look, it's not that i want to disobey mom or dad but i just wanna prove them that i can be responsible and they can trust me. i know i was not a good daughter but i'm changing... i know i'm changing... and i just wanna enjoy my teenage life away from them pero babawi ako... but there are things that they do not understand. they keep on saying that i'm just here to have a good time and all but the truth is.. i want to have a life kahit sandali lang away from them... that's the thing.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">by the way, we've gone to manila to enroll for my 2nd sem..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">we had to leave here so early but imagine, we left past 8.. we arrived school past 10..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and sobrang haba ng pila... as in... so we decided to pay nalang sa BPI for a more fast service..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">but try to imagine this, we haven't eaten... and we ate..... 730 in the evening,,, tae diba?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">but before that, i wanna share that from manila... to specific, in lawton, we went straight to sm southmall from there just ridin a bus and a jeepney... haha... sobrang saya ng experience na yon cuz it was my first time...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">we watched a movie and ate at mcdo,, hehe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">it was a friend's bday so he treated us... saya talaga...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">so much about that....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">havetah park na muna...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">see you later...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">~,.*krizh*.,~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-116184963307767320?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1161154966827342842006-10-17T23:35:00.000-07:002006-10-18T00:02:46.846-07:00After a long and stressful sem...<br />finally, makakapagpost na ulit ako..<br />hmmm....<br /><br /><br />Well, before mag-end tong sem na toh...<br />daming requirements na pinass..<br />sobrang nkakastress and nakakapagod..<br />plus, i was facing a lot of problems that time..<br /><br />About love..<br />about my family..<br />about my friends..<br />and about myself..<br /><br /><br />First,, about love?!<br />duh?! kelan ba hindi pinoblema ang love?!<br />putek! lagi naman diba?<br />lalo na pag tinamaan ka nun... malupet yon!<br />hmm.... failed love story nanaman..<br />hmmm.... kailan ba ko madadala?<br />sabi nila.."Easy come, easy go!" daw ang dapat na motto!<br />Eh diba lagi ka naman affected pag love na pinag-uusapan.?<br />kasi pag di ka naapektuhan, it means you never loved..<br />hmmm...<br />So, yun na nga...<br />good thing, ok na ako... hmmm....buti nalang may awa pa si LOrd sakin...<br /><br /><br />About my family.....<br />hindi masyadong maganda..<br />mejo laging nag-aaway...<br />hmmm..... wala na kasi silang trust sakin..<br />baliw kasi ako eh...<br />hirap tuloy ibalik yun...<br />haii....<br />tapos sobrang hirap for me na magpaalam ult pag aalis...<br />hindi ko na mabalik yung dati kong freedom..<br />ang lungkot...<br />kasi di ko rin alam kung saan ko iddivert yung attention ko ngayon..<br />ang lungkot kasi..<br />bawal umalis..<br />bwal mag-overnyt..<br />bawal magvacation kahit sa mga pinsan..<br />tapos marami pa kong worries ngayon...<br />wala akong makausap...<br />and hirap...<br />nakakabaliw kasi pag sinasarili mo lang yung mga problems...<br />problema sakin ayoko rin naman magshare..<br />nahihiya kasi akong magsabi sakanila kasi hindi rin nila yun maiintindihan..<br />kaya everytime na gusto kong umalis or magsleep-over sa ibang house,<br />akala nila, gusto kong magpasarap... pero hindi...<br />masyado lang kasi akong nalulungkot dito sa bahay...<br />haii....<br />kaya mas mabuti pa na hindi ako magsalita kasi hindi nga nila maiintindihan yun...<br /><br /><br />Sa friends...<br />I'm havin a good relationship with my friends<br />pero minsan nagkakaron din lang kami ng misunderstandings..<br />kaya lalo akong nalulungkot kasi sila nalang ang natitira tapos nagkakagulo pa kami...<br />haii.... sobrang lungkot talaga...<br /><br /><br />Sa sarili ko naman...<br />ang dami dami kong problema!<br />tanga kasi ako...<br />mabilis mauto..<br />mabilis magtiwala...<br />kaya madali ding masaktan..<br />hindi na nadala..<br />minsan inisp ko, nakakapagod mabuhay<br />kasi paulit ulit nalang...<br />hmmmm.....<br />lagi nalang akong umiiyak...<br />minsan natatakot narin akong maging masaya..<br />kasi alam ko later on iiyak nanaman ako!<br />natatakot ako kapag sobrang bait ng isang tao sakin..<br />kasi later on pag sanay na kong anjan siya,,<br />kukunin na siya sakin...<br />ang bigat sa loob... ang bigat sa puso.... ang drama ko!<br /><br />OO! madrama nga! eh sa yun yung totoo eh... magagawa ko?!<br />hmmm.....<br />sa ganitong paraan na nga lang ako nakakapaglabas ng sama ng loob<br />kasi kung magsasalita ako, walang magchachagang makinig sakin..<br />hmmmm......<br /><br /><br />ilang beses pa kaya akong iiyak?<br /><br /><br />ilang beses pang masasaktan?!<br /><br /><br />gano pa katagal maghihintay?<br /><br /><br />nakakapagod........<br /><br /><br />nakakangalay......<br /><br /><br /><br />maia nalang ulit.....<br /><br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*.,~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-116115496682734284?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1157449953630072692006-09-05T02:22:00.000-07:002006-09-05T02:59:40.116-07:00This day’s kinda bitter…<br />as in puro bitterness..<br />well... not all naman..<br />daming things that made me a bit sad..<br />I did enjoy the rest of the day pero talagang may hindrance parin..<br />Not that I have my period and it’s my first day..<br />Nor the fact that I didn’t ate a lot this morning.. *I’m masungit kasi pag hungry..*<br /><br />Well.... I must say na mejo rocky nanaman and life ko nowadays..<br />but this time, I know it's not my fault..<br />It's their fault..<br />I'm trying my best to reach their standards pero parang wala parin..<br />I'm trying and trying my best not to talk or fight back pero ang hirap pala..<br />it hurts me big time..<br />sobra pala ang iyak once na pigilin mo yung sarili mo to talk back and explain..<br />pero I just do that to explain my side.. alam niyo yon?<br />All I can say is that it's always different when it comes to me..<br />pag yung iba, parang wala lang...<br />parang tiger sina nanai at tatai pero ang bilis lang mawala..<br />eh sakin? parang cursed little girl ang drama!<br />nanlilisik sa gigil ang mga kontrabida..*xmpre ako yung bida..*<br />I'm not making paawa or what but if you guys try to look at my life here, it's a burden..<br />ok! I must say,, there are times na masaya ako.. but most of the time... I'm not..<br />It's like minsan masarap mabuhay and minsan hindi..<br />I agree that life's a wheel.. umiikot lang yan.. minsan you're at the top but there will be times na mapupunta ka sa bottom..<br />hmmm..... bad life.... sour life... I love my life and hate it at the same time..<br /><br /><br />Happy that I have my friends around..<br />langyang mga friends yan...<br />lagi nalang sila noh?<br />makes you smile..<br />makes you cry.*because of joy..*<br />makes you stumble.*kakatawa.*<br />makes you dance..<br />makes you sing..<br />makes you feel everything na never mo pang nafeel sa buong buhay mo..<br />kasama mo sa away..<br />sa saya..<br />sa lungkot..<br />sa inuman..<br />sa sleepover..<br />sa tambay..<br />sa klase..<br />at sa lahat ng bagay na pwede mo silang mahatak..<br /><br />Mga friends na yan..<br />pamilya ko na..<br />pano na ko kung wala sila?<br />hmmm... kahit tuloy mahirap mabuhay.. nagiging masarap.. at nagiging mas masaya..!<br /><br />Meron pang isa...<br />this person...<br />I'm not yet sure kung totoo siya..<br />and hirap na kasing magtrust sa panahon ngayon..<br />masaya ko pag anjan siya..<br />maalaga..<br />sweet..<br />sana nga...<br />pero ang weird din kasi ng feeling..<br />butterflies in your stomach?! parang ganon.. *yackx*<br />tapos my kuryente.. *weh?!*<br />pero hindi rin...<br />basta... ewan...<br /><br /><br />enough about this...<br /><br /><br /><br />maya...<br /><br /><br /><br />~,.*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115744995363007269?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1157360139384051872006-09-04T01:49:00.000-07:002006-09-04T01:58:12.733-07:00nothin much to say..<br /><br /><br />just wanna leave a post...<br /><br /><br />Yesterday was an adventure...<br /><br /><br />We had our Alay Lakad for NSTP class..<br /><br /><br />that walk was so hagard... and i was sweatin all over.. hmmm.. badtrip..<br /><br /><br />Then.. Panget made me xundo then we went to their house..<br /><br /><br />We ate, we laughed, we listened to music..<br /><br /><br />and we bonded with her cousins.. and lola!<br /><br /><br />He brought me home but unfortunately, it rained hard...<br /><br /><br />so we stayed for awhile til the rain stopped...<br /><br /><br />I came home at about past 8..<br /><br /><br />and dad was so mad.. as expected...<br /><br /><br />It's not new to me though...<br /><br /><br />til next time...<br />have to park...<br /><br /><br />later..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~,.*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115736013938405187?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1155644715432580982006-08-15T05:01:00.000-07:002006-08-15T05:25:15.530-07:00wuhoo!!<br /><br /><br />am s0 happy today..<br />actually from last saturday up to now<br />i'm experiencing total happiness...<br />no really.. i am..<br /><br /><br />finally, am done with my report...<br />not just a report but a "zillion heart beat nervous breakdown report".. haha<br />I was so nervous that time and i thought i was gonna faint.. believe me...<br />am not the type who's confident and professional enough to speak and expose myself in front of........................................ MY CLASSMATES.. haha...<br />what more after i graduate? duh?! am dead!! hihi..<br />thank GOD it came out very well and we looked very much prepared... haha... good for us..<br />not to brag,but I, including 3of my classmates were asked to join the what they call ORADEC..<br />hello?! when I heard of that organization.. a lot of things popped in my head...<br />big time! professionals! If you're a member, yo're someone to look up to.... things like that..<br />at take note and I quote.. "AKO?! sure kayo?!" I, myself can say that i don't deserve to be a part of that org... besides... it's creepy... yoko pang mamatay,....<br /><br /><br />ok... about saturday...<br />That was bhe's debut party..<br />the setting was fantastic..<br />Lights, The buffet... fabuloso!!<br />there was even a live band... not well known but an awesome group...<br />The food was great though i didn't eat that much..<br />I sang with the band and that experience was quite shameful but i enjoyed it..<br />people were staring as if i'm hitting the wrong note.. hehe..<br />we drank a bit and danced.... haha... saya!<br />we made kwento til we drop...<br />the next day,, we had our breakfast still in bhe's place before leaving...<br />I came home so stressed so i slept again....<br /><br /><br />now i must stop....<br /><br /><br />got nothin much to say...<br /><br /><br /><br />see you later...<br /><br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115564471543258098?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1155128766469542772006-08-09T05:38:00.000-07:002006-08-09T06:06:06.563-07:00bla.,.,bla.,.,bla.,.,<br /><br /><br />though i laughed a bit..<br />still i don't get it why I ended up being sad..<br />tapos badtrip yung mga tao..<br />hmmm...<br />some people have conflicts..<br />kim... (kaya masunget.)<br />mico...(kaya umuwi agad.)<br />foz...(wala lang. parang iba lang siya today.)<br /><br /><br />I, myself, admit na may sama din ako ng loob sa isang tao...<br />well.. we're close..<br />we're super tight...<br />we care for each other..<br />we used to laugh out of our own stupidity..<br />I can clearly see myself in this person...<br />This person is my family..<br />Very well appreciated lahat ng ginagawa niya for me..<br />mahilig kaming magsayaw na 2..<br />I love this person so much..<br />alam niyo.. ang dami pa eh...<br />pero habang nagttype ako at nag-iisip...<br />lalo pa kong nalulungkot...<br /><br /><br />Bigla nalang siyang nagbago...<br />di na niya ko masyadong kinikibo..<br />though sometimes, nakikipagkulitan parin siya sakin...<br />parang hindi na kami ganun kasaya..<br />Dati.. sweet pa siya...<br />ngayon, lagi na niya kong binabara...<br />never na kong nakahirit sa kanya..<br />tapos makikita ko... may iba siyang palaging kasama...<br />kung anu yung samahan namin before..... ganun sila ngayon...<br />hmmmm.... ang lungkot... nakakaiyak.....<br /><br /><br />Ang mom ng friend namin na si tin,, wala na...<br />ang lungkot...<br />never ko pang inexpect na iiyak ako...<br />ang sakit din para sakin...<br />ramdam na ramdam ko yung bigat ng loob ni tin...<br />I prayed for her mom and for her as well..<br />kahit hindi ko alam kung kaya niya, I believe that with God's grace..<br />massurpass niya yung sakit na yun at makakamove on siya...<br /><br /><br />Wala na kong fone...<br />nasira ko...<br />kaya tinitiis ko as long as kaya ko...<br />tae! asa naman sa bagong telepono diba?<br />goodluck naman kung maawa sila nanay sakin at ibili ako ng bago...<br />kaya aun... para kong namatayan..<br />tulala pa ko kanina... parang tanga lang...<br /><br /><br />Grabe... curse this day...<br /><br /><br /><br />I must stop coz it makes me cry... *weh?! tae!*<br /><br /><br /><br />see you later...<br /><br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115512876646954277?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1154943945617565942006-08-07T01:43:00.000-07:002006-08-07T02:45:45.690-07:00bla.,.,bla.,.,bla.,.,<br /><br /><br />Today's post is yesterday's experience..<br /><br /><br />Yesterday, that was August 06, was our tour!! *yipee.*<br />I woke up past 4..<br />prepared my things, fixed myself and left the house with a big luggage! *weh?!*<br /><br /><br />I came to school..<br />saw matt and fozy..<br />we looked for our bus and waited for the others..<br />Guess what? half of the bus... were occupied by nursing students..<br />Nursing students, ones who were expected to be quiet and behaved pero sa totoo lang..<br />PARE.. and ingay din nila sobra.. there were instances wherein talagang tatalunin nila yung ingay naming mga masscomm!! haha...<br /><br /><br />Ok! About the tour....<br />We visited museums such as Vargas' Museum sa UP..<br />It contained paitnings of the Vargas Family.. grabe! Pulidong-pulido! sa sobrang gigil mo, baka mahawakan mo! *Aii, no tatz pala. hehe*<br /><br /><br />Next stop, Blanco Museum..<br />In there, were paintings of the Blancos.*<span style="font-size:85%;">obvious ba</span>?`*<br />well.. cool thing was, yung mga sobrang bata pa like 6 up to 14 and so on were able to paint such a masterpeice.. *grabe! kung nakita niyo lang.. ang galing nila! ang babata pa.. mahuhusay na.. *anu daw?! haha.*<br /><br /><br />Next location was Vicente Manansala's Crib.. *weh?! house pala.*<br />Cute ng house niya... kahit oldy na yung mga gamit..<br />Doon, nakapreserve yung mga gawa ni Manansala.. ang gaganda..! *smiley*<br /><br /><br />Lunch Break at Forest Park..*if i'm not mistaken.*<br />Ang saya... may mga animals pa...<br />We saw a fantastic monkey...<br />aba.. ang arte kumain ng oreo.. haha... cute talaga..<br />sobrang busog naman kami sa mga dala naming food..<br /><br /><br />Next... Morong Church.. *yata.*<br />sobrang solemn nung place.. and quiet..<br />super quiet time talaga yun para samin kasi we get to pray..<br />ganda nung church...<br /><br /><br />Next.... Angono Cave! *Awooooo! hehe*<br />grabe yun.. Masyadong hindi bagay yung suot kong shoes,.,<br />We crossed that cave na mabasa-basa pa.. supr nature ang drama! haha..<br />Feeling ko naman adventurous na ako sa lagay n yon kahit sobrang ikli lang nung tinawid namin.. tapos meron kaming inakyat dun... sobrang taas pero ang ganda naman pagdating mo sa taas,,,<br /><br /><br />Then... Last stop, The Light house thing na merong Big tree sa top..<br />ang sarap ng hangin dun,,., kahit na sobrang pagod na, nakakarelax parin...<br /><br /><br /><br />Yung pinakahighlight ng tour was the roadtrip...<br />grabe... sobrang saya...<br />we took a lot of pictures.. as in ka-daming pictures,,, haha..<br />grabe pa ang ingay sa bus! jusko... buti hidni nairita si sir humanities! haha..<br />May jamming pa... courtesy of our class.. Yung mga nursing? quiet lang s part na yon.. hehe..<br />Over all, sobrang saya talga nung tour na yon... kahit sobrang pagod,, ok lang.,.,<br /><br /><br />I came home around 9-10...<br />tapos...<br />bagsak... haha<br />nagdinner lang tapos tulog.. hehe<br /><br /><br /><br />haiii.. i know I must stop...<br />kapagod na...<br />hehe<br /><br /><br /><br />See you later...<br /><br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115494394561756594?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1154695586376291832006-08-04T04:53:00.000-07:002006-08-04T05:46:26.436-07:00bla.,.,bla.,.,bla,.,.<br /><br /><br />TOday...<br />reasons to smile..<br />reasons to be sad...<br /><br /><br />Morning was fine..<br />Ganda ng umaga ko kasi<br />super kuwentuhan kami nila luis and thermites..<br />mejo sad nga lang kasi inaasar ako ni kim and luis about SUKOB..<br />*porket ba hindi ako nakasama.* awww..='(<br /><br /><br /><br />But it's ok...<br />I had a whole day bonding with my classmates naman this day..<br />so, sadness about sukob.... mejo nawala na..<br /><br /><br />Normal classes lang today..<br />mejo boring pero ok lang..<br />haha... we saw our dear friend "heartee" while we're having the break.<br />I called him heartee kasi nakilala namin siya sa hearty(where we eat.) and he calls mau as "heartee" din..<br />childish but he makes me laugh talaga... ang kulit kulit niya...<br />well, he looks like my cousin kaya plus factor narin yun kung bakit ako natuwa sakanya..<br />glad we finally knew his name... ryanlee.. hehe.. nice name!<br />then, we went back to skewl tapos laughtrip lang,,(lagi naman eh.)<br /><br /><br />Serious mode muna..<br />While we were having our laughtrip..<br />and while we were waiting for our next class..<br />Chernie"s mom appeared in the picture..<br />we were shocked and sobrang wala na kaming choice but to talk to her mom..<br />for you to be informed, mejo nagkakaprob sa friend naming si Chernie..<br />and sobra siyang affected that it came to a point na she won't attend her classes..<br />Without her mom knowing, super magffail na talaga siya sa mga subjects niya.. aun..<br />plus the fact that kaming mga friends niya nd also her mom is against her bf..<br /><br /><br />Pagkatapos ng conversation...<br />biglang umiyak si tita..<br />sobrang naawa talaga ako..<br />as a result, I cried too..<br />haii...<br />now, I can feel the pain that my mom felt pag hindi ko siya sinusunod..<br />Alam ko narin kung gano yung hirap ng mga nanay para lang mabigay lahat ng needs natin kaya dapat, in return, suklian natin yun ng maganda rin.. hai.. *how emotional.*<br />I really hope Chernie could fix things up.. As her friends kasi, ganun nalang yung concern namin sa kanya.. and we want her to realize how wonderful life is and it should not be treated as a burden.. marami naman kasing reason para maging msaya siya.. we're still here to back her up..sayang naman kasi yung pagod at hirap ng parents niya kung di rin siya magcocomply.. haii... enough about this.. nakakasad..<br /><br /><br /><br />After class, we went to our third home.. SFC.. (1st is our own home and 2nd is FEU.)<br />when I came, it was just me, myk, sis.chai, ate farrah, and kuya calvin..<br />super malawakang kuwentuhan at sharing... saya...<br />then, nagfoodtrip kami... then uwi na!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />haii... I know I must stop..<br /><br /><br /><br />sakit na ng ulo ko...<br /><br /><br /><br />excited na ko sa tour... wuhoo!! hehe...<br /><br /><br /><br />see you later...<br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115469558637629183?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1154518147983917172006-08-02T03:39:00.000-07:002006-08-02T04:38:38.140-07:00bla.,., bla.,., bla.,.,<br />uhm., this day was very much ordinary..<br />but anyway,, I'll still tell you what happened... in detail.. haha. sory.<br />sis and i made it to school so early.. as in.. damn early..<br />*yung parang kami palang andun? weh?!*<br />I joined her as she had her breakfast.. wala lang..<br /><br /><br />We had our quiz in English..<br />it's about a bibliographic chorva in which we have to arrange the author, article, periodical.,etc.<br />supposed to be, tapos na kami dun... eh pinaulet... di tae! umulit kami lahat.,. sumakit kaya ulo ko.. weh?! other than that, we just stared at each other's faces the whole time.. *boring.*<br /><br /><br />Humanities time? Time to see Sir Saguinsin,, *weh?! crush.* nah uh.. sila lang.. hehe..<br />I want to share this.. we had an exciting, challenging(*for me.*), and funny activity. Well, we have to get a partner and draw her/his portrait on a sketch paper. haha.. fortunately, majority got the same look as their partner though may iba na di nakuha,, hehe... luckily, isa kami dun ng partner ko! haha. kamuka talaga!<br /><br /><br />In connection with Humanities subject,, tuloy na tuloy na ang tour!<br />di sympre balik sigla ang mga classmates...<br />habang ako....... TAE! they won't let me join the fun! agaw trip lang naman sila nanay.<br />haii... parang di sila dumaan dun! amf! aun... final decision.. still on process,, weh?! asa pa!<br /><br /><br />Break time... Hearty time! Saya nun.. kaya lang ang init! nyeta... humulas ang make-aff ko!<br />haha... *joke., i don't wear make-aff.. hihi..* tapos.. tapos.. balik eshkwela.<br /><br /><br />Freedom park bluez namen... ang angash... hehe...<br />mega pictorial... puro "Let's KODAK!" haha. Si tae xe may new fone..<br />yun.. parang celebs lang.. anchaya!<br /><br />Well, sabi nga nila... "There's no place like home." pero ako..... "There's no place like SFC." *weh?!* haha... I don't know... I never felt the same happiness somewhere else eh.. Bonding, sharing, fun, food trip, laugh trip... It's all in there... It's also the place wherein I got very much close to my classmates(one's whom i thought were not good people.), and to God..<br />kanina, although di kami kumpleto masaya parin.. hehe...<br /><br /><br />What made my day a little sad was i didn't see ry! waahh... but i didn't slept on him last night... what an achievement! wuhoo! hehe.. miss ko na yon... wait don't get me wrong people.. no malixa please.. kasi miss ko lang talaga siya.<br /><br /><br /><br />waaaahhh! I want to write some more pero pagod na ako.. weh?! and i'm mega hungry! haha... typing later would be nice... i'll try...<br /><br /><br /><br />see you...<br /><br /><br />~.,*krizh*,.~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115451814798391717?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1154328647520355892006-07-30T23:26:00.000-07:002006-07-30T23:52:13.613-07:00and i'm back...<br /><br />tagal ko din di nagupdate.. hehe<br />well, alot of things happened..<br /><br /><br />first, the tour was canceled and i was so pissed<br />and so were my classmates.<br />well, it's fine though.. had my period naman kaya ok lang.<br /><br />my friends and i had a forum..<br />for you to be informed, we had a problem probably because<br />of miscommunication kaya yon nagusap-usap<br />we even cried.. *haha.. drama?!* now, we're ok na.<br /><br />well, just wanna share that i'm experiencing total happiness..<br />as in..<br />i have no probs with my family, with my friends, and even with myself.<br />though I'm having a hard time wiht my studies.. i passed pero mababa..<br />frustrated na tuloy ako.. like lagi akong nagpapanic.. ewan. tae.<br /><br />despite having that feeling, i'm still happy having my friends.<br />sobrang nafeel ko yung presence nila... *alam ko baduy! haha.,*<br /><br />i even had peace of mind na matagal ko ng hinahanap.<br />well, i know not all people are aware about the crisis i went through..<br />sa wakas at wala na silang 2.. no calls and no texts from them..<br />thank GOD.<br /><br />Going back to the late "stone person",, well, ok na kami. not really but atleast we're already on the process unlike before na never niya akong pinansin. and I must say that I'm finally free from him. haha..<br /><br />let me tell you the unforgettable..<br />my sis.. gave me a letter.. to be exact that's a superman letter.. with a big "S" in front.. haha<br />i found it very sweet.. as in. i was so touched plus the content of the letter? so sweet..<br />thanks sis...<br /><br />well...<br /><br /><br />wala akong maxadong masulat,,<br /><br /><br /><br />haha.. obvious?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />til next time...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />see you later....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115432864752035589?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152958915983551152006-07-15T02:57:00.000-07:002006-07-15T03:28:14.516-07:00bla.,bla.,bla...<br /><br /><br />woohh... stressful day..<br />i woke up past 4<br />and my throat hurts...<br />i have heavy sipon...<br />in short... i was so sick...<br /><br /><br />the whole day went well.... i suppose..<br />normal classes...<br />same old discussion..<br />florita's out... hehe... no rain..<br />ambon lang... good thing..<br /><br /><br />ryan's day today...<br />haha..<br />funny but i gave him a letter..<br />it's sweet though... haha<br />i made it myself.. *proud?.*<br />didn't see his reaction naman.. *sad.*<br /><br /><br />people got sick... so disappointing...<br />what's with LBM ba kasi at uso masyado?..<br />sabi,, because of the water daw..<br />warning: don't drink water sa tabi-tabi or sa drinking fountain..<br />gumastos nalang... ehe..<br /><br /><br />PE time was practical time..<br />got pissed....<br />kasi naman ang baba ng score ko..<br />tae! i practiced and it was fine tapos actual na... pumalpak! shetness..<br />we were dismissed a bit early kasi may game daw..<br />*wondering.* FEU won kaya?<br /><br /><br /><br />SFC bluez.... saya..<br />food trip with sis..<br />we shared thoughts... *kwentuhan ba?*<br />we played... ZIP, ZAP.. chorva!<br />tin left early... kulang tuloy kami.,, haha...<br />we still had fun though... hehe<br /><br /><br /><br />waaahh.... kinda sad...<br />mico got pissed kasi..<br />bigla nalang..<br />ang kulet...<br />pero i know... maaayos din yung gusot na yon..<br /><br />hai..<br /><br /><br />wala masyado sa mood..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nonsense...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />meaningless post....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mamaya nalang...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115295891598355115?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152873225977492132006-07-14T03:01:00.000-07:002006-07-14T03:33:46.003-07:00<strong>not in the mood.... *baket?*</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*sigh.*(lungkot.)<br /><br /><br />nothin much happened this day...<br />actually, i didn't enjoy it...<br />as usual, florita's still there.,, so it rained hard.<br />our place was flooded so it was hard for me to go to school..<br />i was the first one na makarating sa school..<br />so i have noone to talk to...<br />til princess came and matt too..<br />still,, not in the mood..<br />i'm sick pala.. and so was mau..<br /><br /><br />same as ordinary..<br />powerpoint discussion in advertising..<br />reporting in journ..<br />still.. not in the mood.,<br />ewan nga eh...<br /><br />break...<br />eat lang with jorelle and other people..<br />we had our activity in comm..<br />filipino... *chika.*<br /><br /><br />hai.... no gana...<br /><br /><br />well., about the stone.... actually, hindi na siya bato ngayon.<br />revealed narin kasi., i'm ok now. i hope.<br />pero honestly, it's just now na nafeel ko na<br />sobrang napahiya ako.<br />i'm so thankful that we became classmates kasi kung hindi<br />hindi ko malalaman na ganun pala siya.<br />he doesn't know how to handle things..<br />di siya marunong makipag-usap ng maayos..<br />sana lang maging masaya siya and wag niya maexperience<br />lahat ng pinaramdam niya sakin..<br />galit? of course not. hindi ako galit sakanya.<br />yoko nalang isipin na nangyari toh.<br />bastusin na niya ko kung gusto niya but i'll still treat him<br />nicely.<br /><br />kung alam lang ng mga tao kung ganu na ko napapahiya<br />but still nag-aact parin ako na parang walang nangyari<br />and pinapakita ko na hindi ako nasasaktan... *sigh.* i wish him happiness!<br /><br /><br />anyway, this will be my last post tungkol sa kanya..<br />kasi, i don't want to spoil everything dahil lang sa kanya..<br />life goes on... but i'm still looking forward na maging friends kami ulet..<br />til here...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />stop.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115287322597749213?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152358547401600242006-07-08T04:16:00.000-07:002006-07-08T04:35:47.433-07:00*LOVE.,., tae talaga... nauso pa...<br /><br /><br />Nakakatawa talaga ang love.<br />Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron.<br />Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya,baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin.<br />Ang labo diba?Pero ang linaw.<br /><br /><br />Masaya magmahal.<br />Malungkot magmahal.<br />Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo.<br />Walang rason.<br />Maraming rason.<br />Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin.<br />Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang.<br />Tae, ano ba talaga?!<br /><br /><br />Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymorondin.<br />O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.<br />Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig.<br />Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya.<br />Lahat ng malalakas natao, humihina.<br />Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba.<br />Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa.<br />Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot.<br />Ang malulungkot,sumasaya.<br />Ang matitigas, lumalambot. (At tumitigas din ang mga bagay na madalas nama'y malambot.)<br /><br /><br />Nakakatawa talaga.<br />Lalo na kapag dumadating siya samga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal.<br />Napansin ko nga eh.<br />Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na<br />"Ayoko nama-inlove!" biglang WUZHOONG!<br />Ayan na siya.<br />Nang-aasar.<br />Magpapaasar ka naman.<br /><br /><br />Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo?<br />Pero 'pag problema mo nayung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao?<br />Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo.<br />Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?<br /><br /><br />Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig.<br />"Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!"<br />"Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"<br />At hindi lang 'yon.<br />Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin s bangin ng pag-ibig.<br />Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya!<br />"Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?"<br />May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.TAE talaga.<br /><br /><br />Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan.<br />Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na'ko.<br />Pero wala pa rin akong alam.<br />Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.<br /><br />Nakakatawa no?<br /><br /><br />Nakakaiyak.*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Message: nakakatawa noh... kasi kung iisipin, tama nga naman talaga... magulo kasi ang *love.,* eh... kaya takot na din akong makasalubong siya ulet.. baka sa susunod, batiin ko na tapos mag-usap na kami ng matagal hanggang sa umasa ko na hindi na siya aalis... haii... nakakapagod. nakakaiyak. nakakapanghinayang. pero dahil naman sa *love.,* na yan kaya madami tayong natutuklasan?! natututunan.. at dahil dun nagiging mas mabuti tayong tao.....<br /><br /><br />*haii... sabi ko di ko mag-iinarte ngayon... pero nasobrahan pa... sorry naman.,<br />at hindi naman ako sobrang nagtagalog?!<br /><br /><br /><br />and i know i must stop....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sorry ah... depressed lang.,,,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mamaya ulet.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haiii.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115235854740160024?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152274221368484692006-07-07T05:04:00.000-07:002006-07-07T05:10:21.376-07:00I checked my email., browsed in and guess what I’ve found….. *Bitoy’s Version of Narda* haha… obviously, an idea popped in my head..*mai-post nga* and wuzhoong! There it is…. Hehe… *sing along nalang if you know the song!* *anune?!*….. harrrr.. *smile*<br /><br /><br />Narda…..<br /><br /><br />Test mic…. 1.,2., eheRm…<br /><br /><br />Sa talahiban ika'y lumitaw<br />Sumama ang hangin, ako'y napailing<br />Tao nga ba o kabayong mahiwaga<br />Nung mapansin ko sya, ay may milagrong ginagawa<br />Mangaagaw sya ng lakas, ingat ka kapag nakilala ka<br />Kahit na tinatawanan, marami yatang pumapatol dyan<br />Pag meron syang napagtitripan, bibigyan nya ng limandaan<br />Baklang sagad sa pangit, ang kagandaha'y pinipilit sa likod ay mukhang mama, paghumarap ay mamaw<br /><br />Ang swerte niya namang bading, lagi syang may kasiping<br />Kung takot sa kanya, babayaran lang niya<br />Napapansin ko sya, na may milagrong ginagawa<br />Nangaagaw sya ng lakas, ingat ka kapag nakilala ka<br /><br />Kahit na tinatawanan, marami yatang pumapatol dyan<br />Pag meron syang napagtitripan, bibigyan nya ng limandaan<br />Baklang sagad sa pangit, ang kagandaha'y pinipilit<br />Sa likod ay mukhang mama, paghumarap ay mamaw<br /><br />Tatalon na lang ako sa bangin, di ko siya kayang mahalinpero kung walang-wala ka, sige pumatol ka<br />Napansin ko sya, na may milagrong ginagawa<br />Nangaagaw sya ng lakas, lagot ka mamaya<br /><br />Kahit na tinatawanan, marami yatang pumapatol dyan<br />Pag meron syang napagtitripan, bibigyan nya ng limandaan<br />Baklang sagad sa pangit, sa mga gay bar sumisilip<br />Sa likod ay mukhang mama, paghumarap ay mamaw<br />Baklang sagad sa pangit, ang kagandaha'y pinipilit<br />Sa likod ay mukhang mama, paghumarap ay mamaw<br /><br /><br /><br />Message:<br /><br /><br />One who sent this email to me: Nice one pardz! Stig ng version! *ahem..* sakit sa tyan!*<br /><br /><br />Sa mga nakikanta: ahehehe… kulet noh?! Einx! *wow.,*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*lols* Til now, I’m still laughing.. that was really a nice version of bitoy… hihi… I admire him so much coz he never runs out of funny ideas in terms of new versions of songs… *enough about bitoy.. haha*<br /><br /><br />hmmm….. bad girl today;.;. I went to a friend and helped her with something… *chiklet na yon.,* so I wasn’t able to attend class… *Sorry God.,* nyways, had my break at Manong Mcdo., *yum* nuggets! Nuggets! Nuggets! Hehehe…<br />went back to school for comm.., we checked out a movie… it’s nice though we didn’t finish it.. *argness.,* a bit pissed off kasi naman we transferred to sb.. tae! But infairness sa room,,,, *loved it… lamig kasi*<br /><br /><br />After class, I went to SFC with jorelle! *had fun.,* though we only stayed there for awhile.. but imagine? He bought me tuknene* and that was awesome! Haha…. *nanlibre din sa wakas!* lols.. grabe! All expenses paid by mr. jorelle frank robles catiis?! Nageget niyo ba yung ichura?! Ako… OO.. sarap ng tuknene eh! Haha…<br /><br /><br />Hmmm… well, we went home narin after… btw, I met ate farah and she’s so nice and super aliw siya sakin?! Anu ba yun? *tawa*<br /><br /><br /><br />And I know I must stop…<br /><br /><br /><br />As in now na?!<br /><br /><br /><br />Ok…<br /><br /><br /><br />See yah…<br /><br /><br />Message:<br /><br /><br />Jor: thanks for the tuknene bluez! Haha… enjoyed it… next time ulet ah! Mwah jors!<br /><br /><br />Ate farah: thanks for being nice! Mwahness!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115227422136848469?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152098738766650182006-07-05T04:23:00.000-07:002006-07-05T04:25:38.776-07:00::,,bLA.,bLa.,bLa!!.,,::<br /><br /><br /><br />This day was so ordinary.., I came to school at about quarter to 7, mingled with matt, louis, and jorelle before the calss started and before the english prof made her entrance.., I was not so bubbly that morning. I don’t know why! *kaw lam mo?* I was just quiet but laughed a bit when soul sister jen came. We had a short talk about things and as expected, we laughed like we’re crazy!<br /><br />This day I was expecting something yet it didn’t happen. Well it’s fine though. *haha., bilis maka move-on?!* confusing kasi eh… weird… ewan.. haha! Labo… as this thing goes, I wanna share to everyone that I’m finally free from the stone.. ewan.. parang suddenly…. *wooozh* wala na! tae talaga! Para lang akong nagcommercial break! I can’t say na I’m just trying to get some attention kaya nangyari yun but it just happened.. atleast, I’m honest enough to say na free na ako sa feelings ko dun sa kumag.. haha.. I just want us back as friends kasi it’s uncomfortable pag *ilang?!* but I’m not ilang naman. Siya lang… ewan ko nga don why he’s not talking to me.. feeling ko tuloy may sakit ako! But anyway,, his actions are asking for space.. let me give him the space.. ok lang naman eh.. lalayo ako for awhile para naman di na siya marrititate sa presence ko…<br /><br />Psych time was awesome! We had a great activity….. it has something to do with the personality churva** (matt:anune?!) I really had fun and people’s impressions we’re nice!<br /><br />Had fun din during PE class! Had our quiz sa table chenes! *TENNIS! Sorry!* made harutan with roma and jen! Wuhoo! Saya! *apir!* then after class, SFC tambay moment again with classmates.. salamat sa food trip niyong masaya though hindi ako kumain! Ehe.,., I enjoyed guitar bluezz naman with therms, mico, and kim! Hehe… and sympre the laughtrip courtesy of ayen! Haha… *lagi naman!* thanks mga dude.,<br /><br /><br /><br />And I know I must stop typing!<br /><br /><br /><br />toh na nga eh!<br /><br /><br /><br />……………………………………………..<br /><br /><br /><br />~*I’m out.,*~ *for now*~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115209873876665018?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1152008416892493882006-07-04T03:19:00.000-07:002006-07-04T03:20:16.900-07:00::Si Jen at ang Bato!.,*again*.,::<br /><br /><br />Damn this day! Nothing memorable happened. Aside from the fact that me and Jen laughed the whole day., *the whole day talaga?!* about that girl.. she’s super krung-krung *like sobrang daldal, so kulet, so accommodating, so funny, so down to earth and she’s so like me*. Sobrang saya ko whenever we’re together. We always laugh kahit sobrang babaw. Sarili naming stupidity, pinagtatawanan namin. Honestly, never ko inexpect na she’s very kind pala and very funny. I told her nga na she’s already one of the reasons why I get so excited to go to school., *haha.,* no,, really! Sarap niya kasi katawanan. Parang suddenly, mga probs ko nawawala., *lotza thanks gurL.,<br /><br />Nga pala, tambay ulit kami sa SFC with some classmates. Well, ok naman with all the foodtrips, laughtrips at kung anu-ano pang trip and how am I gonna forget the walang kakupas-kupas tandem of tin and ayen! They rule talaga in terms of comedy and drama! Lupet! *haha.,* never ako nagsawa! Aside from that, heart to heart talk kami nila mico, jen, and roma.,. then yon, nothing much happened naman eh.*di naman masyadong halatang sad?!*<br /><br />About the stone…. Yep si bato nga! Nothing’s changed., di parin niya ko mafeel. If the past two days were sad and worst,, this day?! HELL! Grabe.. bakit siya ganon? I think he’s avoiding me.. ramdam na ramdam ko. Do I have *ketong*? Guess not. Kahit tingnan ako di niya ginawa. Kahit *pssstt!* wala. Di ko alam reason niya. Ang hirap niyang basahin.. waaahhh.. nakakabaliw. nakakaiyak., why am I feeling this way? This is worst than drinking alcohol!*weehhh! Exagge!* bakit ba may mga kagaya niya sa mundo? Tapos natapat pa sa kagaya kong gaga. Ganito nalang ba buhay ko? Laging umaasa? *self pity?!* bakit ba kasi di nalang i-focus ang attention sa pag-aaral at iba pang bagay? Bakit dun pa sa taong yon? Haii krizhia! *bobitz*(bobo.) ka talaga! Bakit ganon siya? What did I do wrong? Ako naman tong tanga isip ng isip kung ano bang nasabi ko or nagawa ko sa kanya.. ang ganda ng start tapos ganito lang yung ending? How sad!! Nightmare yata talaga tong 2ndyr. 1st sem ko! Akala ko ba kasi manhid na ko.. tapos nakaramdam parin? Stupid! Di ko na maintindihan sarili ko… errrrr!!<br /><br />Tama na!<br /><br /><br />Tama na toh!<br /><br /><br />Yah. Yah! Titigil na!<br /><br /><br />Message:<br /><br />Jen: thanks for making me laugh! You’re the best kapatid!<br /><br />Taong bato: bakit ba ayaw mong tablan? Tapos ngayon umiiwas ka pa! *sakit mo sa puso!*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115200841689249388?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1151912811562939252006-07-03T00:44:00.000-07:002006-07-03T00:56:44.976-07:00*ako, ang nanay, at ang bato::<br /><br /><br />This day was worthless, very boring, and very lonesome… Imagine, I stayed at home the whole day ng walang kasama, walang kausap.. just the pc?! Nu yon? Baliw?! Damn!<br /><br />Obviously, I dressed my blog once again di naman halata na di ako makuntento diba? Sa awa ni Lord, I was able to put links narin. How easy! Stupid me talaga! Thanks to mai.<br /><br />About the family prob, my mom and I slightly talked kanina., *slightly? How’s that?* kasi yung question niya was answerable by yes or no., sabi ko yata… *yes!* yun! End of conversation. Honestly, Im no longer comfortable talking to her ng as in matagal kasi I have this fear na mag-aaway kami ulet.. even with everbody else in the house. Actually, nung una, di pa ako masyadong sanay na di nakikipag-usap sa kanila but eventually I got used to it. *katakot* but it’s better naman kesa naman we talk tapos away lang ng away, sobrang tiring narin.. and wala naman kasi silang ibang nakikita kundi ako., *lagi ko daw pinapakita na api ako* eh I cry lang naman sa sobrang inis! Not because I’m showing them na api ako. Why do we have this discrimination between old and young people? Palibhasa kasi, ayaw tumanggap ng matatanda ng explanation and they consider themselves perfect enough para ijudge ang mga young people. Masyado nilang pinapakita na naexperience na nila lahat. Eh yun pa naman yung ayaw ko, pag di ako napapakinggan. Kaya it’s better not to talk nalang kasi hirap makipagsabayan sa kanila. so much about the family stuff.,<br /><br />About the secret prob., ayun! It’s still a prob., wala naman nagbago. Tanga parin siya and “bato”. Taong bato…. Literally means, taong *matigas*. Walang pakiramdam,,, manhid! Ganun! Why are there such people na sweet, gentle, humble, and concern?! ang bilis tuloy mainlove ng isang kagaya ko?! Sinong lumalabas na tanga? Ako., pero in fairness naman sa kanya, ginagawa ko rin yun to prevent myself from being hurt. Mas maganda kasi na magpakamanhid ka nalang kesa maniwala sa mga sinasabi nyang bola. Atleast, in the end sayo parin ang huling halakhak! Pero ngayon ko lang nafeel na ako ang ginaganon. Ang sakit pala. Lalo na pag sobra yung *tama* di kakayanin ng powers mo. Pero eto, hanggang ngayon, kayak o parin. Di ko na nga alam gagawin ko eh. Hayaan nalang siguro siya… pero to wait for that person?! Ewan. Kasi baka tumirik na mata ko wala parin siya.. *enjoy life* nalang siguro… eh kahit yata mag-acrobat ako in front of that person,, di nya yon makikita! Tangengot talaga…<br /><br />Hay,,, can’t stop my fingers from typing… sorry…. Ok.,, I’ll stop nahh…. Waaahhhh *kaiyak!*<br /><br /><br />See you later!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115191281156293925?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1151753915137524622006-07-01T04:33:00.000-07:002006-07-02T21:46:42.970-07:00This day was expected to be a happy day but sadly, it became the worst! Morning was fine. Classmates were happy as well as me but something not so good happened. So in the middle of the happy hour, I suddenly became sad and irritated. Instead, I laughed out nalang so as not to spoil the fun. I mean, I don’t want to be hard on anyone kaya tumawa nalang ako.<br /><br />I’ll go back to that topic later., As my day went on, we ate at KFC during the break. Happy naman kasi almost complete kami. We ate. We laughed. We talked but it was still me, thinking about what happened that morning.(the secret prob.)<br /><br />After that, Psych time! We had our quiz. It’s kinda hard.(didn’t review that much kasi.) and guess what, super sermon kami kay ma'am ormitz.. Noisy daw kami?! Eh kung di b naman siya estufida and a half, we were talking about the lesson… so we had to transfer seats as if we’re in kindergarten… ?! duh?! Well it’s fine though.. so much about that.. like… I care?!<br /><br />The true highlight of this thing is the tambay moment in SFC. GOD,, I really had so much fun! With all the peepz I didn’t expect I can get to bond with! Grabe… with all the laughtrips., plays and dramas of tin and ayen., sungka moment with frank, matt, and jen., the mumu record of jen( it’s kind of creepy actually.,) and the ever so sayang kulitan with everybody else. Sana, maulit pa yon…. I know, mauulit pa yon! Haha.. loveyah guys! Thanks for hangin around chai, jen, therms, mico, matt, bheng, toni, ayen, tin, foz, sager, and frank!! Yippee!<br /><br />Going back to the secret prob, it’s still ongoing actually. Di lang obvious because people know me as a happy go lucky person, but I’m really not, though I’m trying. Problems do make me weak especially now that I’m having a rocky relationship with my family., to be specific, with my mom! It’s actually a big problem na dumating na sa point na we’re not talking anymore. Kaya naman I’m putting or focusing my attention to someone(super special niya!) pero never naman niya pinaramdam na he cares. There were times na tinatry ko to get his attention pero parang he’s looking past through me. Deadma lang..?! Don’t know tuloy kung kanino ko magoopen up so I keep my problems to myself instead.. kaya magugulat ka nalang if you’ll see me crying… I don’t want to count on my friends too much kasi I know that they have problems of their own din kaya yun.. I consider myself as a deep person kasi I’m sometimes “open” with what I feel pero madami parin talaga akong tinatago.. kaya minsan pakiramdam ko,, bigat bigat ng load ko sa puso! I feel so alone and rejected na parang suko na… pero big help talaga yung napapatawa ako and may kasama… If not, baka matagal na kong wala dito. (gusto na magpakamatay?! ,, nahh!) what you guys, don’t know about me is that I’m very much sensitive.. pero hindi yun nahahalata kasi I just laugh to cover up the pain.. (drama?) just to end this up for awhile, I want to extend my gratitude to the people, na nagpapasaya sakin coz without you guys, I’d probably be gone. For the special person… “tablan ka naman! tanga mo!"<br />I’m out! ~*~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115175391513752462?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1151662008486473452006-06-30T03:02:00.000-07:002006-06-30T03:06:48.486-07:00haii... what a day., At last, naayos ko din blog ko... hehe tag naman kayo.. paexperience lang.. haha... i'm out... ü<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115166200848647345?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30083762.post-1150962076212276492006-06-22T00:38:00.000-07:002006-06-22T00:41:16.213-07:00errr., imagine?! di naman ako mahilig sa blogs tapos required pa kami gumawa? haii., we'll see nalang if kaya ko to pagandahin... goodluck sakin., harr..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30083762-115096207621227649?l=prettyatot.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kReEzHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253816980077570305noreply@blogger.com